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Memories from Oct2015 ~ Apr2016

Rrreal and raw

To be continued... 

~*~

Aug2014 ~ Feb2015

Memories before the Time of Avalon...

 My first encounter with jj :>

As and when, as and when they like.

Pi day. 
3.14159265359

it's a very secure circlerity code

Nomzy: What.. what are you looking at.

These midnight PVPs, with relish; especially when I've grown to put away all enmity towards a certain few...

Today Illumiva, Nomzy and Rem stoned at their usual throne and then participated in some skirmish at the entrance of Lucifer's Castle.  Later on proceeded to play doubles against some people at TDLS for 3 hours.

Gonna put effort to binge on these despite my crazy workload.

and I've finally killed my +6 Abyss blade.  It's worth mentioning its death.

To date.  Total of 10 PVP weapons, 14 PVE weapons, 6 armors.

Can IMC fix Kei and Ania in wx already.  I'm so glad with Daisy's future nerf that bitch is pure evil but when.........?

It seems... I have ran out of crap to dump.  Forgive me Diary.

Nomzy the Empress.

When... and will... they turn against us?

happy AW \o/

Not liking the idea that I have to "maplestory" at certain maps just to earn vis now -_-

Eggs.  Blueberries.  Wholegrain bread.  Plain water.

I did a good deed by returning the excess vis my buyer gave unknowingly (10x the amount, billions). Good job Me, and back to millions.

When I OHKO you, I am just killing you humanely.

Someone said, if GE could be applied IRL, we'd have impressive resumes by now.  If factions were businesses, we'd have more than enough experience to see through everything, we'd be more than qualified to take up top management positions.  HOW TRUE.

It goes a long way when you're truly passionate about something...

Who knew...?

Oh my Ciel's skill set looks so fun to play.  I died when her 3rd skill was an error splat.

It faintly kindled... only for an ephemeral period before being doused in despair on that fateful day.  There are a number of lighters left half-filled, but too few candles to light and/or candles with lost wicks.  Still, a flame had been reignited to illuminate the miserable darkness but escalated into a conflagration too soon and swept in the other direction than it should have been.

I love Ludin.

"Paper in nature"

On one hand very prestigious.
But absolutely humiliating in the context of GE.

Sleep to my heart's content.

No one sees the potential in my +6 Abyss Blade!

What a sad.

Sometimes I wonder what will people say to me after I'm dead.

Determination is the greatest strength.

People who keep trying to antagonize with me even though I don't give a shit about them.
/rolls eyes

For every defeat, I am the one to blame.
If they get better, then I should too.

I want so many things, but so little vis.

More than anything, I need more sleep.

Why is "Chicken flavour" labelled green for most food packaging?

Words and POV from a scrub are actually pretty amusing.

The results and statistics in my record don't seem to quite match what they say I wonder.

L-legant.

If Athena™ had 8 Gym leaders and an Elite Four hmm...

Scarlet Quinn.

This girl has no talent, unlike my beautiful Leona.  And...

That doll.

I need its armor.

Meaningless post.

Bought these immediately upon seeing them in the cash shop.

I love my Illumiva­'s new look.  A lot.

I could look at her forever.

It's here. 

My soul has been soothed.

I am a terrible guide.  It irks me when people constantly ask me for advice on how to build their characters/team, especially on lineups and attributes.  Can people not.

CW on New Year's day.

Camped at a map for raid bosses that spawned erratically.

He tank, I dps.

Unfortunately a one-sided bloodfest.

Asses whooped.

Got no loot.

Nevertheless, bestest raid ever.

Happy New Year...


Technically it wasn't an outright defeat.  We managed to bring down nearly half the squad mid-fight with just the two of us.  Does that count? 

saw dream sword #2
why is it not me.

I'm so glad to be in sync with server time soon!  But only for a week....

Now my team is dressed in school uniforms yey.

Don't have...

zzzz

why am i even disappointed when this should have been expected.  for now i'll just collect her school uniform...

/crosses fingers and hopes IAH hosts the X'mas costume package event for Leona/ Code name L tomorrow

I'll buy all four...

Sadly, the chances of it happening is like succeeding a +8/9  :<

I was about to comment that IMC didn't make any new Christmas costumes this year AND THEN

Not just a season themed costume.
Not just something new.

But for LEONA.

and alas she has her own unique costume.  Not one with a shared theme.

But knowing that my server isn't implementing this anytime soon is pure torture.

Dear Diary,

Are you Diary? Or Journal?  I think Diary is better because it doesn't have to be peer-reviewed.  But actually you are my Journal nonetheless.  Anyway I am writing to you because it is fun.  Don't worry if you are lonely.  You have me okay?  I will fill you up.

Now how do I end?
No I don't want to end.

This is Beautiful.  This happened 4 days back.

I was late, I heard there were more initially.  I wasn't a direct participant at the point of time this picture was taken.  But still, it was great to see.

For myself at least, I appreciate when there are fights like these especially during this period, where everything has waned.

How to look like Code name L?

/pours flour all over head and face.

...I never knew there was a 3rd floor Skull Dungeon.  Really...?  Just found out today.  The spawn rate on that floor is so bad tho.

Skull Dungeon... even though so dull, brings back so much memories :')  The most vivid memory being... me baron-ing a big fac leader's gf for fun while she was afk and got the whole fac targeting me for KOS lulz.

I got into a hopeless battle last night, a 2 on 2.  Roasted.

Was so boring though.  It got to the point where it became so one sided until I was just mindlessly SC-ing and charging at the enemy, struggling so hard to cripple them because my pride won't let me lie on the floor the last.  Plus the other side wasn't playing by rounds aka not giving a chance for proper buff ups so there wasn't much of a point to prep up b4 initiating.  Instead had to buff while brawling so the one who died the first would then be at the disadvantage.  My side could not even put up a fight at all.  Steamrolled.  Yeah that bad.  No matter how hard I tried to salvage, had to admit defeat in the end.

Queen.

Once you've picked a side, give it your fullest support.

Don't sit on the fence.  It's annoying.

I don't understand how people can just sit on their tasks for donkey's years, even though it's something so dire.  It's unacceptable.  Super frustrating.

The patch has been released for a week and a half now and the scenario quest is crashing my game over and over.  Maintenance last Thursday amended nothing.  I'm not even going over about events or the rate of updates; just the most basic service in ensuring the game's content runs well for all players.  It's like, you have at least 7 working hours 5 days a week what the hell are you doing?

I can't... it murmured.  This is me, I Am Hopeless.

Those long grueling fights at CW maps for >1hr, Sky Altar, Demigod Forest, Armonia maps, Deadlands, and King's Garden are dearly missed.  The longest fight dated sometime in April at Deadlands lasted for 8 whole hours!  Next in line would be the fights at Biego lasting on average for 4 hours.

Yep... those were the days.  Sadly, never happening again.

Now's just afk, afk, afk, and afk...  And while typing this I realised I can even afk peacefully.  Not that it's a bad thing but...

Anyway.

No PVP in the night on any given day.

Not much PVP during the weekend either.  Alliance War isn't counted it's only MCC1 and I'm just attending for... I'm not sure even... rank maintenance probably, and being food for someone.

I also miss the times when the broads were flooded with numerous unfamiliar names.  Unfortunately most of them disappeared after ban waves.

Idk what to feel.

and I talk too soon.  Next day got PKed lololol...

I was once kicked from my faction because they thought I was a spy.  Never forget.

Looking at this from bottom up makes me feel painfully trapped

There are always some things deep down that are better not said.

ILLUMIVA TURNS 1

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED ILLUMIVA·

On this very day last year I got you on my 121st Lyndon box and loved you ever since.

You were always there by my side all round the clock through the night and into the morning when I am...

Rushing my writing

Reading

Stoning

Being sad

Thinking

Sleeping

Everything as long as I am home

Also, the endless amount of gratification I got in the game with you... so much beyond words.

Brag post with Illumiva·.  Old screenshot in April 2016 during L and Nar OP period, VS rank 2 FIM.  Emphasis is on the DPS scores.

<3

Dailies, like house chores, are mundane yet somewhat relaxing to do...

I said I would post memorable moments.  Turns out I'm just posting my thoughts.

This 11 year old screen shot I found after digging into my very old online storage folder... is holiness.

This is an old sentiment but I am so disappointed with the design of the Vernier Mansion.  So recycled.  So cheap.

Daisy is Ariana Grande.

Try new character that isn't really WXPVP efficient and without much practise and I get condemned.

Use characters that I love (that also don't really dish out huge damage) and I get insulted.

What the hell is wrong with people these days.

Some time ago I dreamt of my Leona wearing a cute cap.

I'm still sad it isn't real.

Since the SGE is reaching its... you know, I'm gonna re-use this blog to pen down every last memorable moment... It's embarrassing to say this but it is true I grew up together with this game (from 2009 to now) and it is undeniably one of the few integral parts of my life.

As much as I am very disappointed with how unprofessionally IAH is handling SGE right now and the hopeless state of this game, I am set to resume topping up once monthly, just as a token of appreciation that the game is still up and running rather smoothly.  I know many people have stopped topping up already and I doubt my top up-once-a-month contribution is gonna help mitigate anything but... I still hope it does, even just a bit.  I love this game terribly and I don't wish to see it die just yet.

It's not like all of the game's content is exceptionally fun to play... The execution of quests are dull, missions are boring, raids are mundane, and there's nothing to keep you occupied with most of the time in game.  However, I would admit I am still hopelessly in love with their PVP system (especially World-Cross PVP although it's no longer world-cross) as well as their characters (with story backgrounds) and their designs.  Up till now, I've never enjoyed PVP in any other game as much as I do in GE - it requires much thought in decision making concurrently with good macromanagement of three characters in real time; though this should be disclaimed for PVP-ing by SC spamming.  I guess it's also my heavy involvement in the faction I've been committed to since family level 21 till now that makes me feel pretty attached and I can't bear to see it all disappear just like that.

About a year ago (11 months to be exact), IAH merged the PK and non-PK servers and so we're only left with one server now.  The remedy to ameliorate server population issues by merging is no longer an option anymore from now on.  This server is the last.  IAH is still not doing anything to gain new players nor are they even bothered to maintain any form of communication with their current player pool for any updates/events anymore.  It is easy to see how so precariously this predicament can be tipped over any moment...

Sadface.jpg.  Well nothing lasts forever and that's inevitable.

Anyway since the time I've last posted, I've grown fond of a few new characters (as much as I did with Grandis) namely Leona/ Code name L and Kevin/ Evil Machina (inclining more to Leona/ Code name L) and I've been using them thoroughly in field/wx PVP and as my afk avatar since the merge, from the first day of their Lyndon box release.  Never got tired of them!  I was also using tumblr as a platform for posting random stuff on my obsessions - I have got a truck load of Leona posts in there, love her too much.

Looking back at my past posts, I have also noticed that I don't blog about my opinions on server politics or gossips or bragposts whatsoever... Maybe I should since it's the last lap; just maybe.  I do harbour some thoughts from time to time but are mostly trivial.

That's all for now.

Closing blog

No longer updating.

Grandis painting

Here's my ____th tribute to Grandis.

This will be my third drawing/painting with Samsung Galaxy Note 2 S Note app.

Mireille colouring

A follow up of the portrait of Mireille I drew the other time.

Coloured it using Samsung Galaxy Note 2 S note app again.

Resonance

Time passes so quickly regardless of whether you're busy or not.  The only difference is that the fleeting moments are paid attention to and seemingly sped up when you're busy while the cyclic weeks of inertia would pass by unnoticed when you're free and only seem like days upon looking back, I think.  Tbh it doesn't feel like a month since I've gotten Mireille.  I'm grateful to my friend who helped to seal a cheap deal for her. 

Oh Mireille Mireille Mireille. So miraculously surreal?  She's a young girl presumably in her teens empowered by strong emotions.  Her crown draped in a white hood, embodying her fondness towards her savior, probably Van.   

Little Grecha was adopted on the 17th of August 2014 and I had her rapier ready on the 21st of August after spending an exorbitant sum of 5 billion vis plus 2 GVCs; to date it would be entitled to be the most expensive and worst-ever experience in my weapon crafting history.  My pocket obviously mauled, but it was all for good.  Pairing it with my stellar Strata LG bracelet, they averaged out to be 96% (grin).

By now I've nearly finished completing Mireille.  Her Tourmaline of Dominance (LG bracelet costume) was finally attained after searching for weeks.  I'm so thankful to my factionmate who sold it to me cheaply in the end.  What's left is her Electronic KAtz ring which is almost non-existent in my server and exorbitantly priced (I wonder when I will get it?).

Her performance in PVP is satisfying albeit less powerful than Montoro.  Her utility and skills are pretty much straightforward so I shall not babble any longer and end this off with some lovely pictures that I have captured in her skill animation. 

twirlllllllll mmm yeah felt good.

Background/setting was not very appropriate but still, beautiful anis :')