Who cares about what they think.  All that matters is that I like it.

Why did the SEA server have to exist we could have so much fun

Sad pity

Uphill wet cobblestones light rain patter

nothing more yummy like tiramisu

the ring is unlovedddddd. like me.

Tight secret.

who are you to demand unequal reciprocation

Over the moon

End of the fiasco?

You find nothing here.

I need a loot priority option for pet picking.

Enough of beef and ores.

They are surfacing; better late than never.  Why did I bother

Leave it or feed.

for ep. 24 

here's a 002 by my razer mouse

It's cool I own the first baby of its kind across all english servers

yeeha

  

She has been the fighter at the forefront of all the victories won in the fields ♥

I met my match, a thousand times worse.

I'm Ice and that one over there is Empty.

lag is the lemon

Tempura was born on 12/5/2017.

It's been a year now.
Surprisingly, it wasn't even half as bad as what I had imagined on coming out from the comfortable nest and starting out anew in unfamiliar grounds; even more so when having to put up against the established 'best' right from the beginning.

The fears of not being in the dominating faction/ being in the lesser faction were on issues with security, fairness, transparency, support and avenues for in-game progression.  I believe everyone has these same few considerations.

To be frank I was spoon fed back then (in At****).  I was not directly involved in the nuts and bolts of handling and establishing internal politics and governance, and driving the group forward.  All I had to do was to input ideas, aid in discussions and commit/participate/support.

What I had expected to be the worst turned out OK after all, in fact even much better when able to accomplish things I never thought could be done given the circumstances.  Although the starting was choppy (and still is, now and then but of lesser extent), none of the worst outcomes once feared fledged fully and were all dealt with and overcame. 

I now understand some of the themes and woes like "for the faction" that never seem to hit me back then.  And from this I've grown a huge disdain for people who place self-gain first instead of genuinely working together as a faction.

I still dislike the faction name though.

I need more Aioli in my life.

:D :D 

I daydream of all the things w...

Saturday and Sunday nights are no longer looked forward to

I heavily regret passing it to useless person 1 when I could have held on and passed it to deserving person 2

the oh-shit parts of the map hidden away from us.

I wanna be able to venture into that dark rubble-filled alley. 

the people who play for fun.

Despite everything, there was no hate.

Certainly one I want to keep.

I don't understand.  I can't see any good in him.

Sapphie is the dog I have alive.  She follows and accompanies me when I cook or shower and sleeps beside me when I suffer in distorted.

just some history passing by.

thank you imc.

at least 26 huh...

Who will be getting a new costume this Christmas?

I wanna hug Santa Claus.

Will I get a gift?

Login screens friggin stretched these days

Talk is cheap.  Nothing worth buying.

AHHHHH

oh shit

such combo

also when they do mission with 12 or 30 roulettes

my friend named K made this for me

 that's where I'll be.

yet another piece of history

but

I get 2x spell hails.  All hail me :)

On the 3rd and the last roll I'd try, I said

L, if you love me please come to me~

And she did

On the very last card I flipped.

Saw this from the very start but ditched my future in GE and followed the one I liked better.

Dear all I have an important announcement - Illumiva· is now 2 years old on 12th Nov.

The world is getting younger than me.  This isn't good.

fed up

I oddly do not give a shit about dying anymore.
Maybe it's because I have already achieved the result I wanted before the closure that nothing else really matters anymore

Deep down I know they can't.

NEW BGM.

ADDICTEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I need a warp sorting function because I want them in alphabetical order.

Can you imagine how infuriating that was. 

Every latency issue hits me the hardest.  Never delay-free even on the most normal days.
Also, being 15,963 km away from the server (apparently the 3rd farthest city away excluding the whole of New Zealand, which is the farthest point away) doesn't make it any better.

WHY IS HER FACE SO PERFECT?

why
WHY
why

I also need instant cancellation of pets even if I'm out of range,

and pet swapping even when dead,

and messages to not get cut off when warping,

and "wall-type-kb" to be fixed,

and an option in the armonium ore mass production function to be able to collect refined blue harmoniums while the other red harmoniums are still being processed,

and someone to know his place,

and the majority of the first 20 rankers to stop being bastards,

woes woes woes.

The World Cross PVP matching system for Team PVP should revise their algorithm to match players not only based on ranks but also in accordance with the characters selected.  The latter should be contingent on normalized character win rates and for this to be appropriate the character win/lose data set should be reset every month.

Because, character balancing is a problem.
Or rather, character balancing was never looked at in the context of WXPVP.  And based on this alone why would the 2nd paragraph of this post be brought into picture at all.

why is everything so annoying

I need to friggin' love what I'm doing in order to excel but how no no no.

It needs to be the first thing I think about after a night's sleep.
It needs to be the first thing I get back to naturally whenever possible.
It needs to be in my dreams.

Basically 24/7.

But what doesn't get into my heart doesn't get into my mind.

Flipped one of my older notebooks and came across pages like these 

memories

it's not a dream

nom's dress.  steamed with love and hung prettily in her closet.

Thanks to some fights I know where my standing is (severely insufficient) and has given me some direction

Clique battle is a delusion

D:

"10-100% extra ATK to non-creature type enemies"

Very upset.

This no more.

SGE 2.0?  My ass.  This ISN'T even half as close to SGE's tenacity; wars before 2016 inclusive, excluding 2014-2015 where there was the stupid CW division system and Ultimate only gave a couple of CWs in Feb for the whole year.

2016 was peak Y loved it.

why must the earth complete 360º rotation in like 24hrs i need so much more

The problems go round and round

This is actually cute?

I now have beach wear for nom and illumi.

fear is the enemy

Give long hairstyle to lemon mouse now

I can only look from afar,
and watch it crumble.

But not for me,
it _____.

Whatever have I done,
to have this fall upon me?

talk big when ure weak

i stalked and saw u.u

I associate this piece with her

Thanks.  Now I don't have to.
and I want baby pink baby blue baby purple swords and sabres for Leona too pls.

i want to let veil wear 2 adventure of spirit pink bows he'll be so cute

It's been a year.  The sky out of my window is once again decorated with an influx of colourful hot air balloons at the crack of dawn.

I'm never going to enhance magic stuff ever again.  I spent 900~1000 vet chips on a crafted necklace and it went down to +0 what the hell

Ahh it hurts

I'm muted.

What if you get removed from existence because you have no contributory role?  You may be shielded and sheltered but it creeps up to you on this basis.

This is so bad

sometimes i wanna know who my readers are u.u
i never publicised after i reopened
it was intended for only me.
but people came.
not that it's a bad thing.
i'm just surprised my low-quality prattle
is even worth reading

GMs did something to AW.  GMs are great.

 Wew new mail.

do not when it's so small

I don't like that my mental strength is getting weaker day by day.

I visit here from time to time but blank out on what I should write, record down, or prattle on; eventually closing the tab.  Never realised until now that posting something new on a regular basis is quite a difficult task, especially when I've no escapades whatsoever in the game.

I could go on discussing about current and upcoming characters and/or skill sets, but they're all pretty straightforward and done in my head.  Also, I encourage freethinking instead of being imprinted by "models" or opinions although exemplary results shown in game easily impedes this process.  Who doesn't like something guaranteed or shortcuts right?

I would eschew mentioning server politics...

Guides - everyone has it all in starstorm and elsewhere.

Quirks, maybe.  Just not much lately cause' I'm sitting on something else that has to be done.

I'll think about it again next time.  Much more convenient if something exciting happens.  Then again I should remember this is my vomit board so nothing needs to be relevant.

Dear GEEU, upgrade and optimisation are two different things.

and the people complaining lag but with so many kills = near smooth gameplay.  I'm so salty over this.

It's not real, I believe it isn't

I hate people with characters with food names like WantonMee

Been 6 years and the developers still don't know how to balance characters in wx I wanna scream

watch not near not

stupid lag can't play pvp properly -_-