Friday, November 25, 2016


Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Those long grueling fights at CW maps for >1hr, Sky Altar, Demigod Forest, Armonia maps, Deadlands, and King's Garden are dearly missed.  The longest fight dated sometime in April at Deadlands lasted for 8 whole hours!  Next in line would be the fights at Biego lasting on average for 4 hours.

Yep... those were the days.  Sadly, never happening again.

Now's just afk, afk, afk, and afk...  And while typing this I realised I can even afk peacefully.  Not that it's a bad thing but...

Anyway.

No PVP in the night on any given day.
Not much PVP during the weekend either.  Alliance War isn't counted it's only MCC1 and I'm just attending for... I'm not sure even... rank maintenance probably, and being food for someone.

I also miss the times when the broads were flooded with numerous unfamiliar names.  Unfortunately most of them disappeared after ban waves.

Idk what to feel.

and I talk too soon.  Next day got PKed lololol...

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

I was once kicked from my faction because they thought I was a spy.  Never forget.

Sunday, November 20, 2016


Looking at this from bottom up makes me feel painfully trapped

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

There are always some things deep down that are better not said.

Saturday, November 12, 2016

ILLUMIVA TURNS 1


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED ILLUMIVA·

On this very day last year I got you on my 121st Lyndon box and loved you ever since.

You were always there by my side all round the clock through the night and into the morning when I am...

Rushing my writing
Reading
Stoning
Being sad
Thinking
Sleeping
Everything as long as I am home

Also, the endless amount of gratification I got in the game with you... so much beyond words.

Brag post with Illumiva·.  Old screenshot in April 2016 during L and Nar OP period, VS rank 2 FIM.  Emphasis is on the DPS scores.

<3

Friday, November 11, 2016

Dailies, like house chores, are mundane yet somewhat relaxing to do...

I said I would post memorable moments.  Turns out I'm just posting my thoughts.

Saturday, November 5, 2016


This 11 year old screen shot I found after digging into my very old online storage folder... is holiness.

Friday, November 4, 2016

This is an old sentiment but I am so disappointed with the design of the Vernier Mansion.  So recycled.  So cheap.