Monday, December 26, 2016

I just saw dream sword #2............... why is it not me.
I like how the School Look costumes reflect the personalities of the characters.  Leona is such a rebel <:

Saturday, December 24, 2016

I'm so glad to be in sync with server time soon!  But only for a week....

Men broadcasting messages like that to a male dominated community...

Just so weird.

Friday, December 23, 2016

Now my Student President Ludin/ Code name L/ Anis and Leona/ Code name L/ Anis teams are all dressed in school uniforms yey.
Don't have...

zzzz

why am i even disappointed when this should have been expected.  for now i'll just collect her school uniform...

Wednesday, December 21, 2016

/crosses fingers and hopes IAH hosts the X'mas costume package event for Leona/ Code name L tomorrow

I'll buy all four...

Sadly, the chances of it happening is like succeeding a +8/9  :<

Thursday, December 15, 2016


Can I just...

I was about to comment that IMC didn't make any new Christmas costumes this year and then...

Not just a season themed costume.
Not just something new.

But for LEONA.

+ alas she has her own unique costume.  Not one with a shared theme.

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I'm killed.

Knowing that my server isn't implementing this anytime soon is PURE TORTURE.

Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Dear Diary,

Are you Diary? Or Journal?  I think Diary is better because it doesn't have to be peer-reviewed.  But actually you are my Journal nonetheless.  Anyway I am writing to you because it is fun.  Don't worry if you are lonely.  You have me okay?  I will fill you up.

Now how do I end?
No I don't want to end.

This is Beautiful.  This happened 4 days back.

I was late, I heard there were more initially.  I wasn't a direct participant at the point of time this picture was taken.  But still, it was great to see.

For myself at least, I appreciate when there are fights like these especially during this period, where everything has waned.

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

How to look like Code name L?

/pours flour all over head and face.

Monday, December 12, 2016

...I never knew there was a 3rd floor Skull Dungeon.  Really...?  Just found out today.  The spawn rate on that floor is so bad tho.

Skull Dungeon... even though so dull, brings back so much memories :')  The most vivid memory being... me baron-ing a big fac leader's gf for fun while she was afk and got the whole fac targeting me for KOS lulz.

Saturday, December 10, 2016

I got into a hopeless battle last night, a 2 on 2.  Roasted.

Was so boring though.  It got to the point where it became so one sided until I was just mindlessly SC-ing and charging at the enemy, struggling so hard to cripple them because my pride won't let me lie on the floor the last.  Plus the other side wasn't playing by rounds aka not giving a chance for proper buff ups so there wasn't much of a point to prep up b4 initiating.  Instead had to buff while brawling so the one who died the first would then be at the disadvantage.  My side could not even put up a fight at all.  Steamrolled.  Yeah that bad.  No matter how hard I tried to salvage, had to admit defeat in the end.

Wednesday, December 7, 2016


Queen.

Monday, December 5, 2016

Once you've picked a side, give it your fullest support.

Don't sit on the fence.  It's annoying.
I don't understand how people can just sit on their tasks for donkey's years, even though it's something so dire.  It's unacceptable.  Super frustrating.

The patch has been released for a week and a half now and the scenario quest is crashing my game over and over.  Maintenance last Thursday amended nothing.  I'm not even going over about events or the rate of updates; just the most basic service in ensuring the game's content runs well for all players.  It's like, you have at least 7 working hours 5 days a week what the hell are you doing?

I can't... it murmured.  This is me, I Am Hopeless.

Friday, November 25, 2016


Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Those long grueling fights at CW maps for >1hr, Sky Altar, Demigod Forest, Armonia maps, Deadlands, and King's Garden are dearly missed.  The longest fight dated sometime in April at Deadlands lasted for 8 whole hours!  Next in line would be the fights at Biego lasting on average for 4 hours.

Yep... those were the days.  Sadly, never happening again.

Now's just afk, afk, afk, and afk...  And while typing this I realised I can even afk peacefully.  Not that it's a bad thing but...

Anyway.

No PVP in the night on any given day.
Not much PVP during the weekend either.  Alliance War isn't counted it's only MCC1 and I'm just attending for... I'm not sure even... rank maintenance probably, and being food for someone.

I also miss the times when the broads were flooded with numerous unfamiliar names.  Unfortunately most of them disappeared after ban waves.

Idk what to feel.

and I talk too soon.  Next day got PKed lololol...

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

I was once kicked from my faction because they thought I was a spy.  Never forget.

Sunday, November 20, 2016


Looking at this from bottom up makes me feel painfully trapped

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

There are always some things deep down that are better not said.

Saturday, November 12, 2016

ILLUMIVA TURNS 1


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED ILLUMIVA·

On this very day last year I got you on my 121st Lyndon box and loved you ever since.

You were always there by my side all round the clock through the night and into the morning when I am...

Rushing my writing
Reading
Stoning
Being sad
Thinking
Sleeping
Everything as long as I am home

Also, the endless amount of gratification I got in the game with you... so much beyond words.

Brag post with Illumiva·.  Old screenshot in April 2016 during L and Nar OP period, VS rank 2 FIM.  Emphasis is on the DPS scores.

<3

Friday, November 11, 2016

Dailies, like house chores, are mundane yet somewhat relaxing to do...

I said I would post memorable moments.  Turns out I'm just posting my thoughts.

Saturday, November 5, 2016


This 11 year old screen shot I found after digging into my very old online storage folder... is holiness.

Friday, November 4, 2016

This is an old sentiment but I am so disappointed with the design of the Vernier Mansion.  So recycled.  So cheap.

Thursday, October 27, 2016

Daisy is Ariana Grande.

Monday, October 24, 2016

Try new character that isn't really WXPVP efficient and without much practise and I get condemned.

Use characters that I love (that also don't really dish out huge damage) and I get insulted.

What the hell is wrong with people these days.

Monday, October 17, 2016

Some time ago I dreamt of my Leona wearing a cute cap.

I'm still sad it isn't real.

Thursday, September 22, 2016

Since the SGE is reaching its... you know, I'm gonna re-use this blog to pen down every last memorable moment... It's embarrassing to say this but it is true I grew up together with this game (from 2009 to now) and it is undeniably one of the few integral parts of my life.

As much as I am very disappointed with how unprofessionally IAH is handling SGE right now and the hopeless state of this game, I am set to resume topping up once monthly, just as a token of appreciation that the game is still up and running rather smoothly.  I know many people have stopped topping up already and I doubt my top up-once-a-month contribution is gonna help mitigate anything but... I still hope it does, even just a bit.  I love this game terribly and I don't wish to see it die just yet.

It's not like all of the game's content is exceptionally fun to play... The execution of quests are dull, missions are boring, raids are mundane, and there's nothing to keep you occupied with most of the time in game.  However, I would admit I am still hopelessly in love with their PVP system (especially World-Cross PVP although it's no longer world-cross) as well as their characters (with story backgrounds) and their designs.  Up till now, I've never enjoyed PVP in any other game as much as I do in GE - it requires much thought in decision making concurrently with good macromanagement of three characters in real time; though this should be disclaimed for PVP-ing by SC spamming.  I guess it's also my heavy involvement in the faction I've been committed to since family level 21 till now that makes me feel pretty attached and I can't bear to see it all disappear just like that.

About a year ago (11 months to be exact), IAH merged the PK and non-PK servers and so we're only left with one server now.  The remedy to ameliorate server population issues by merging is no longer an option anymore from now on.  This server is the last.  IAH is still not doing anything to gain new players nor are they even bothered to maintain any form of communication with their current player pool for any updates/events anymore.  It is easy to see how so precariously this predicament can be tipped over any moment...

Sadface.jpg.  Well nothing lasts forever and that's inevitable.

Anyway since the time I've last posted, I've grown fond of a few new characters (as much as I did with Grandis) namely Leona/ Code name L and Kevin/ Evil Machina (inclining more to Leona/ Code name L) and I've been using them thoroughly in field/wx PVP and as my afk avatar since the merge, from the first day of their Lyndon box release.  Never got tired of them!  I was also using tumblr as a platform for posting random stuff on my obsessions - I have got a truck load of Leona posts in there, love her too much.

Looking back at my past posts, I have also noticed that I don't blog about my opinions on server politics or gossips or bragposts whatsoever... Maybe I should since it's the last lap; just maybe.  I do harbour some thoughts from time to time but are mostly trivial.

That's all for now.